Love
My mom often asks me if I’ve ever been in love. I tell her I don’t know and she tells me that means I haven’t. Have I really never been in love before? I told her that if it meant feeling the way i feel for Jasiah bout someone else, then no, I haven’t. “It’s not like that” she said.
I honestly don’t think that I have. and I don’t know if that’s good or bad. No have never been heartbroken about a guy. To have never felt the need or want to constantly be with someone. To immediately shut off and shut down when I split up with a guy. Is that good or is that bad?
I dream about a wedding and a groom but how can I have all of that if I don’t ever fall in love.
I’m only 24 and I know I have a while. But I just truly believe that it may just be me and my baby. Maybe I’ll be one of those ladies who just gets her kids through a sperm bank.
Why do I not know what love is? Why have I never fallen in love?
