Idk why I can’t just be. Why do I have to think about him, call him. He’s not calling us. What if I’m being niave? Getting caught talking to girls isn’t going to make him stop, just make him be more carful. We’re not even together tho, so I should care too much right.
Then its his lifestyle. People around him are getting killed. You can’t be the big bad bully to everyone. There is going to be someone bigger then you and who can/will try to get over. You might lose one day.
