In the middle of that same night, the night he was mad, his phone rang.
I normally don’t care to look at it but it woke me. I ignored it, and then it woke me up again.
I checked it
It was from a girl named Queen.
I proceeded to look through all of his messages and found where he was texting about 3 other girls. He also texted him mom this.
“I rather be on child support then to deal with this nasty bitch”
wooooah…. all that cuz your mad we didn’t leave Disney when you wanted to.
I text him this to wake up to in the morning.
“After this, I’m so cool on you. You aint got to worry about my “nasty bitch” ass ever again. I won’t be calling you at all for nothing, yOu a hoe. you can’t do nothing good for me or my son so i don’t need you in my life. have fun with Mystery, LaDonna, Monique oh and Queen who you have been lying to me about this whole time. I’m dropping you off of the west side and I hope to never see you again.”
I also texted his mom - that got me nowhere
In the morning, he came into the kitchen were I was cooking.
Him: so you went through my phone
Me: yea
why did you go thur my phone
cuz it woke me up. queen was looking for you
did you text back?
Ya know, I thought about texting back or saving all those numbers to my phone and calling them but you know what. I’m 24, not 13. I don’t play those games. If you don’t want me, I don’t care.
Well whatever you want to know, just ask. I’ll tell you right now.
Whats the story with Queen?
I use to beat her ass every day. I take what I can from her and thats that. Monique use to be my brothers girl. She just be texting we never met up or night. And other ppl be using my phone. I love you and my son. I want to be with yall. I don’t want to live off of you,thats why I want to have a job before we live together. don’t you see that I’m not tryna do that to you. And do you see the way you be talking to me. Anybody else I would beat em up, but I can’t do that to you or my son.
Why not.
Cuz you don’t deserve it, You’re a good person
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I’ll never really know if all of this is the truth. Its scary if it is. I know that for now and for a while I will always run back and forth to him. Its just the way its going to be and it sucks but it is what it is until i figure out what I want from my (now forced) relationship with him.
