December 2011
9 posts
Just talking it out
And any glimmer of hope that he would do right by his son one day is just gone
Dec 31st
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I'm just destined to be alone.
Dec 29th
Target
Me: one of my new years resolutions is to not have sex unless I’m in a committed relationship Him: aw man. now I’m gonna be jacking off all the time Me: Unless you fully commit to me Him: I can’t do it. …. Sad we had great potential but it’s ON TO THE NEXT ONE!
Dec 28th
Love
My mom often asks me if I’ve ever been in love. I tell her I don’t know and she tells me that means I haven’t. Have I really never been in love before? I told her that if it meant feeling the way i feel for Jasiah bout someone else, then no, I haven’t. “It’s not like that” she said. I honestly don’t think that I have. and I don’t know if...
Dec 21st
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You're turning me off
I think I need to back off of this for a little while. I’m not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing but you use to drop everything at the drop of a dime for me. Now, you don’t even check in to see if I’m okay. I asked you for a small favor and you flat out said no, with no hesitation. That makes me believe you don’t care. 
Dec 21st
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We'll call him Target
I feel like you’re trying to be a hard ass now. a bad boy. Stop it. You know thats not you. that’s not who you are. you know you love me and you want me so quit acting like i did 8 years ago. just stop. I’m different. it’s better. we could make it if we try. 
Dec 10th
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The awkward moment when this dude who got at you while having a girlfriend and then you got cussed out by said girlfriend adds you on FB…… I don’t need that drama. 
Dec 8th
Dear Baby Daddy,
What goes through your mind as they take you away in hand cuffs. Forced into the back seat of a car that is nothing but hard plastic and metal bars. How do you feel? What do you tell yourself? That it was all worth it? Was it? How many times do you have to go though this before you realize that this may very well become the only life you know if you do not change and do it now? How many days can...
Dec 6th
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Apparently, I'm cold hearted.
Just because I don’t let someone who has shitted on me turn right back around and shit on my again, I am cold hearted. She tried to list the people I am like that too and then quickly realized the number was only two. And also realized that I’m not like that, in fact, I’m the complete opposite with people who matter, who I love. I also find another common demoninator (besides...
Dec 6th
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