December 2010
13 posts
He came back… but we won’t hold our breath. In other news. I got paid today!!! I didn’t get paid but I got PAID! hahahhaa Its probley one of the bigger checks in a while and its not even all the big. I guess the best part about it is being able to pay all that needs to be paid, with out much worry. Yea 2011 is looking just a tad bit brighter!
Dec 30th
ladyofleisuredc asked: "Do I cuss him out? Do I give him more chances? Do I wait it out? Do I make him leave? What about my baby? He’s not there so, does he even really care about my baby?"

He seems like a superb guy! Awesome really. I can so see why you care about him instead of YOU. And our baby. (I say our because that boy is mine too!)
Give him kisses for me.
Dec 28th
I really wish..
I had a family.
Dec 28th
"I have never seen you depressed"
That’s what my mom said to me this morning while giving me a ride to work. Why did she have to give me a ride to work, because my brother had decided for the past 3 nights he just wont come home which means I have no means of transportation. Why am I relying on my brother’s car? Because mine has been in the shop for the past 2 weeks. I was told by my mother last night that I need to...
Dec 28th
Birth Control?
Well, I’m not really too sure if I will be needing it. Time since Daddy came home have been half spent apart and the other half upset with him. Only a few times have we really had a good time together. I’m not sure what it is. First off, he was on a whole different sleep schedule then most people, he was up all night and sleep all day. So, of course when he got here that’s how...
Dec 27th
Jasiah's daddy got out last night...
Yes, out of jail. In the days leading up to this day I was full of joy about his arrival. Telling him all about the little guy and imagining them two finally together and liking it. But today, after picking him up last night, I can’t help but feel that things will go back to the way they were. Before, he could go days without calling us. The only thing he had ever bought him was a set of...
Dec 23rd
Daddy's Home!
Dec 22nd
I hate money, I really do.
Me and money have quite the love/hate relationship. When I don’t have it, I hate it. When I have it and have to spend it on bills and such, I hate it. When I have it but it’s not enough to stretch, I hate it. Guess I only love it when I have it abundently. I thought I was going to have a nice litte Christmas bonus added to my check today. It was going to help with the cost of this...
Dec 15th
If its not one thing... its another.
Dec 13th
My ex....
My ex just hit me with the “I’d like to screw” kinda conversation. Let me let you in on a little background tho; he’s married and has a kid on the way. He says that she knows the cheating is inevitable (he’s a “rapper”) and that she says as long as she doesn’t know and he takes care of business at home. I’m sorry but that makes her look...
Dec 8th
2011, here I come!!
Soooo I know I go back and forth about this but I am really missing Jasiah’s daddy. I know, I know. First I hated him and then I wanted here, I know. I go in circles. But like I have always said, when you have a baby with someone; when the two of you are intertwined into another human being, you can’t help but have some kind of feelings for that person right. Well, as you might know,...
Dec 7th
We lost a cousin yesterday
He was killed. It still amazes me how people can think that their life is so much more precious then the next guys and just take it. Just.take.it. No one but God is suppose to have that power. and do you want to know what it was all about? Rumor has it that he was killed by a guy over a girl. A girl. What the fuck is this world coming to?
Dec 1st
Daily Pep Talk From A Best Friend: It's just... →
dailypeptalk: Pep Talk: So money is a little tight right now. Ok. You’re going to be fine. Let’s start brainstorming some creative ways to make cash. Hmmmm. You… could… sell your eggs. Or sperm. Or plasma. Or ask for a raise. Or tutor a rich kid. Or put ads on your website. Or pick up coins that fall under…
Dec 1st
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