School
There was a page that showed me what book a certain class would want…. I need to find that page.. I can’t find it anywhere… It would help me sooo much!!
There was a page that showed me what book a certain class would want…. I need to find that page.. I can’t find it anywhere… It would help me sooo much!!
OMG I know this all too well….
Today a son was born.
on Tino’s birthday and I bet they are all thrilled.
I’ve heard that tina went and picked up the baby girl today that the baby was dirty and all of her stuff was dirty and tina still has her. the mom is waiting to move into a place and i guess tina’s just going to keep her.
I don’t think i want to go over there anytime soon but apparently she wants to talk to me about something and since my phone is broke, text or in person is the only way. And she don’t want to text.
I feel like she’s lying to me - or sugar coating it and I don’t like it.
OF COURSE I had to unblock myself from their FB to go and be nosey. See if there was anything about these babies or baby mommas on there. There wasn’t. And the shit still hurt. Kinda.
I’m slowly getting over it.
And any glimmer of hope that he would do right by his son one day is just gone
Me: one of my new years resolutions is to not have sex unless I’m in a committed relationship
Him: aw man. now I’m gonna be jacking off all the time
Me: Unless you fully commit to me
Him: I can’t do it.
….
Sad we had great potential but it’s
ON TO THE NEXT ONE!
My mom often asks me if I’ve ever been in love. I tell her I don’t know and she tells me that means I haven’t. Have I really never been in love before? I told her that if it meant feeling the way i feel for Jasiah bout someone else, then no, I haven’t. “It’s not like that” she said.
I honestly don’t think that I have. and I don’t know if that’s good or bad. No have never been heartbroken about a guy. To have never felt the need or want to constantly be with someone. To immediately shut off and shut down when I split up with a guy. Is that good or is that bad?
I dream about a wedding and a groom but how can I have all of that if I don’t ever fall in love.
I’m only 24 and I know I have a while. But I just truly believe that it may just be me and my baby. Maybe I’ll be one of those ladies who just gets her kids through a sperm bank.
Why do I not know what love is? Why have I never fallen in love?
I think I need to back off of this for a little while.
I’m not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing but you use to drop everything at the drop of a dime for me. Now, you don’t even check in to see if I’m okay. I asked you for a small favor and you flat out said no, with no hesitation.
That makes me believe you don’t care.
I feel like you’re trying to be a hard ass now. a bad boy. Stop it. You know thats not you. that’s not who you are. you know you love me and you want me so quit acting like i did 8 years ago. just stop. I’m different. it’s better. we could make it if we try.
Button Theme
